Its Called Bipolar.

If I do have any followers, I appologize for my bipolor back and forth emotions.  I recently broke up with Tony, we lived together and the living situation is a bit painful.  My emotions resulted in the following.

Inferno 02/24/2011

The flames build up inside of me

To light loose ends on fire,

Then to set my life ablaze.

I'll watch it burn and glow

The light reflecting in my eyes

Its foolish fiersome flicker.

The smoke represents my hazy days -

The pain residing in my chest

Hurt whispering lost memories

The emptiness exploding,

So deep within my heart..

The smoke represents my hazy days.

Now I wish it'd fill my lungs

As I watch my life turn charcoal black

Crumbling around me,

Scalding chunks hit me as the fall

I wish the smoke would fill my lungs

To cease the fiersome flicker.

Loose ends have melted to extinction

The inferno wont consume me

Despite my deepest darkest wish

The inferno wont consume me...



Inferno - By Azph