I love witnessing the lives of others. I feel that I ask a million questions and I sincerely care for details on the response, what it felt like, what they thought, what the surrounding environment looked like... I do that. I try to be the witness of the lives of those close to me, mostly my mother's life and my best friend Kyndra. I wish I had a life partner though, a true love romance where I was passionate and together we were a team making logical decisions based on what would be the best for our future, if we were to have offspring's future, and of course what contribution we could make to society together. I want a love that motivates me to take care of myself as much as I want to take care of my partner. I do feel that agony that Maya refers to, because I dont think anyone listens, observes, and absorbs your story quite like a lover does. I have an untold story, is anybody listening?
"Always concentrate on how far you have come, rather than how far you have left to go. The difference in how easy it seems will amaze you." - Heidi Johnson.
Maybe I'm just a little too much for anyone to handle. <3
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