Where on gods green earth can I purchase some red ruby slippers to click together &&get the fuck home?
Its just one of those days.
Once upon a time my belly hurt in the middle of the night &I could walk accross the hall, wake momma up... &have her rub my back until I fell asleep. Once asleep Poppa would carry me back to my bed..
Momma, my heart hurts can I lay in bed with you till its better? No. Why not? Because the government has no heart and felt no remose leaving me young &alone to face the dangers and pains of the world. I keep my head up, I hold my own. I have my strength &I have learned a lot. My siblings have matured incredibly quickly &though I havent seen them for a year and a half I am so proud of the individuals they have become. I miss them. &I miss my boyfriend. Tony &I were basically living together for months, I snuggled with the man I love every night &now I only get him for a few hours on weekends. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I love my life though. I love the freedom &the joy. I love the beauty and the knowledge that has hungrily taken its post on the battlefield of my mind.
I am well aware of the fact that this is what will make it worthwhile. These experiences are making me strong enough to live the life I thirst for, &my pain makes me proud to help those who's lives I will touch. I meditate and I see myself there. In Africa, in Brazil, In Chili... opening facilities that will give people the resources they need to better themselves. To nourish their souls. To expand their minds.
I will make it. I have to stay strong.
If anyone happens to find any red ruby slippers, please inform me immediately. <3 D.
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