.its.something.unpredictable.but.in.the.end.its.right. :)

I have had a few bad days at work, slow and unenthusiastic so in turn I of course got no sales.  Casey and Kyndra came over to my house with Brad and a large variety of coloring supplies, posters, coloring books, and stickers to color.  I created a "stay on track" colorful sheet reminding me exactly what my goals are, posted it up in my cubicle along with colorful animals and stickers.  I am now surrounded by motivational quotes.  Also by smiling birds, bears, rodants, giraffs, zebras, cows, ostrages, penguins, lions, elephants, and SOOO many colors.  Today I have had a great day for sales.  Yesterday I was grumpy and very dissatisfied with my job, I was low and merely enduring the day instead of making it a great one.  My last phone call of the day I spoke with a beautiful individual, a kind customer.  I didnt manage to get a sale from her but I did get a good kick in the ass and motivation to boot.  She is from the Phillipines, has started her own businesses and thanks to the profit from her businesses she has already opened a library in her home town.  I was astonished at how small of a world it is that she was the phone call that fell in my lap right when I needed it most.  A woman with similar goals as mine and the strength and heart of a true hero.  In my opinion this was a slight reminder of the law of attraction and a reminder to stay on track.  After speaking with her I was suddenly more grateful for my jobs.  I was more grateful for the fact that I have jobs at all, and every phone call I make I have the opportunity to help others, help businesses, and of course every phone call I recieve I am being paid.  My income goes towards saving up for my goals.  Once my goals are accomplished I can start to truly make a difference to those who wish to take advantage of the resources I can plant in needing areas.  I realized yesterday that I have been extremely ungrateful.  What did I learn today?  To pull my head out of my ass and be appreciative of my life and actively work towards the plans I have laid out.  A quote from a song that I can't quite think of the artist or title right now, but the quote says "Its something unpredictable, but in the end its right."  My path is unpredictable, but in the end I will make it.  I will change lives for the better, I will help give knowlege to willing minds, and most of all I will be a stepping stone to get people the resources they need to noursih their souls, expand their minds, and maybe get out of a rut to change their own lives and their own family's lives.  I have no idea what lies ahead, I know there are obstacles and I know it will be difficult.  I'm so grateful to have inspiration from others to give me the strength and confidence to continue on this unpredictable path.