What does love look like?

"Talking about our problems is our greatest addiction. Break the habit, talk about your joys." -Rita Schiano

Emotions get the best of me way too frequently.  I got in a wreck last Thursday due to something called "freezing rain" that I had never previously heard of, my car got totaled.  Absolutely nothing happened to me, not a bruise or a sore... I did get sent into this darkness though &I've only shaken it this morning.  

Its odd, I've been so enthusiastic and overjoyed about moving to Argentina (albeit nervous anxious terrified and sad), mostly enthusiastic and overjoyed though.  When I wrecked I was just so upset, so angry and disappointed.  Like everything that had been weighing me mustered up the strength to unite and smother me.  

I've been in a rental that my insurance is paying for.  Progressive has been absolutely amazing and I am so grateful to have had them as my insurance.  Today is my last day in the rental and I decided I'm not going to buy a new one.  I'm going to save a grip of money each month.  I bought a bus/train pass, and a bike.  

This has been a blessing in disguise.  This will help me lose weight, as well as save me enough money to start Yoga once or twice a week.  The rest of the money I am saving each month will be going towards saving up for Argentina.  

I get to be with my siblings, in fresh air, surrounded by lakes rivers and mountains, with my sweet little Jack. <3  I will be enveloped with love.  

"To the outside world we all grow old. But not to brothers and sisters. We know each other as we always were. We know each other's hearts. We share private family jokes. We remember family feuds and secrets, family griefs and joys. We live outside the touch of time." -Clara Ortega

I am overjoyed.