.its.money.making.time.

MONEY MONEY MONEY. That is all this world has come to isnt it? Well I am at work. Its money making time. We have the big fish in my department today watching our every move and it is critically stressful... so I write. I write about my life, my joys, my worries, my sadness. I write. &&now I officially have a blog to write to. If someone reads it, thank you I appreciate you &if no one reads it. This is my life &I feel good sharing it. Sharing it with someone, anyone. Sharing it with no one, sharing it with my future self to look back upon. One day I will reach my goals. I will make a difference, I will touch lives. I will help individuals in need. I will effect those with lives like mine, worse than mine, or just those with hurt. Today I got a ride to work with a friend, a coworker, a very beautiful woman with a soul that is radiant. For the blogs sake her name will be Heather. She gives me rides to and from work on most days, I am right on the way. &&ohhh how I wish I could compensate her with more than my friendship. MONEY MONEY MONEY. We stopped by Del Taco on our way to work - the cashier was multitasking. She got my order, another co worker, Heathers, as well as at least 3 people in the drive through lane. She did it accurately without moaning and groaning. I wish her happiness, and success in a healthier career. Tony &I will be moving out together. We have been a couple since October so it is fairly fast. Tony &I are definately somethin else though, we understand each other. Our relationship has moved by not too quick, but not slow. He makes me laugh, I make him laugh. He has held me when I cry &I have listened to him late into the night wondering out loud. We live an hour away from each other &I dont see him often as Id like. This man captured me when I thought kno one would ever be able to handle me. I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ADD, and I have severe problems with repression. I do not take medications, &my mother taught me as a child that I am strong and intelligent and I can handle my problems all on my own. Today in age I am 18 years young living in a house in a ghetto neighborhood supporting my mother father brother sister self and my dog Jack. Tony lives just over an hour away, &we are in hopes of reducing that distance. I work two jobs, my weekenend job is only 20 minutes from his house. Weekends are our time to enjoy one another, once upon a time I was staying at his house nearly every night. Once upon a time in a memory. &soon, once upon a time in reality. I love this man, &I want to witness his life. <3D.